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Wednesday, July 20, 2022

Entrance by Association

Entrance granted! 
It was the perfect day for a spontaneous picnic – there was no rain (even though it’s rainy season), the blue sky beckoned to my soul, the sun's warmth tenderly kissed our skin and the shade promised to cool our sweat moistened shirts.  Bar-B-Q meatballs, rice and steamed broccoli would not be my first choice for a blanketed picnic meal, but it was delicious none the less.  Food, plates, water bottles and blanket loaded in the van with its 4 inhabitants, we drove our usual route up the mountain.  Our anticipated destination, Bosque de la Hoja (the leaf forest), across from Casa VidaNet’s entrance.  Since Covid, this beautiful national park is only open Saturday and Sunday and there is always a line awaiting entrance.  We parked in front of Casa VidaNet to avoid the entrance line and gleefully walked across the road to our Sunday sabbath space just as the park rangers placed a big red STOP sign at the parks entrance!  My heart deflated, “God, the sky, the sun, the shade, I thought YOU planned this spontaneous time for us!”  As the park ranger greeted Daryl in friendly fashion,  a coy smile crossed my face realizing he was motioning us in.  I jokingly asked, “Is there room for 4 more?”  “For you, yes!”  My heart inflated with joy once again as we sauntered through the gate while others were turned away due to restrictions on park capacity.  

Our tummies fully satisfied on BBQ meatballs and rice, I lay back pondering the clouds and how far away Heaven looks (you know up there beyond the clouds) to the physical world.  As I contemplated our entrance to said park, I felt Father whisper to my spirit, “you were granted entrance by association.”  I thought about the relationship we’ve built with the park rangers who spend their days ‘guarding and regulating’ the park entrance and because of that, we were granted entrance while others were turned away.  

My mind was drawn to another time a few weeks earlier, as our late night hunger for ice cream prompted a last minute stop at Super La Cope, (our local Turkey Hill), at closing time.  They quickly motioned us inside, closed and locked the door after us and waited patiently for us to select our late night guilty pleasure!  After said purchase, they jovially ushered us out through what I called the ‘rat door’, a side exit under the plastic flaps.  We were granted entrance by association.
    
As I’ve pondered these situations the last few days it has left my heart burdened for those who do not have entrance by association into The Kingdom.  This morning I was feeling the weight of “what more can I do? … so many are missing entrance!”  His tender heart spilled out in words on my page … “Seek My face.  I have hidden heaven in your heart (not up beyond the clouds).  Your closeness to Me enables you to be My hands and feet, shine My heart and emit My sweet fragrance that clings to you from time spent with Me.”  You see, entrance by association really isn’t about me or my friendliness or what I can do, and it certainly isn’t about my fear of man, or desire to please others and make sure everyone is happy and feels cared for.  Entrance by association is all about Jesus … being with Him, knowing Him and sharing Him! Would you care to join me for coffee and let me tell you about my Jesus?

This song says it well … "Let Me Tell You About My Jesus"   by Annie Wilson.

Life on the mountain
It has been 8 full of life weeks!  This Friday we’re sending the last 49 of 300+ Vida Missions participants safely a la casa.  June first feels like a lifetime ago.  We have felt Father’s abundant blessing through the ‘cookie cutter’ routine of Vida Missions.  We give Him glory for the challenges, lives changed, conflicts, newfound freedom, sickness, and all He’s brought us through.  Now, bring on a weekend at the beach!  In normal life … Micah’s leadership has been encouraged and he has made mama proud.  Joseph has settled into routine in the States with Grammie and Pop-pop Diener, he has definitely found a sense of independence that life in CR didn’t offer.  Jedidiah decided he wanted to learn to play the saxophone, and so he did!  Adam celebrated another year of life and joy.  He and Jedi have assisted in leading teams to the throne through participating on the worship team.  Daryl and I are thankful the routine of Vida Missions isn’t the norm and the constant calculating of numbers and food quantities for this amount of people is only for this season.  And, I thoroughly enjoyed a female presence in our house the last month … Ellie, we miss you! 

Praises
Safety and life shared with 13 Vida Missions teams 
Joseph feeling settled in PA
Father faithfully carrying us and providing exactly what we need
Celebrating years of life: #9 for Adam and #50 for someone else : )
Unity in leadership, and the desire for deeper unity.
Your faithful prayers on our behalf

Prayers
Lots of goodbyes and staff transitions over the next month
Complete healing on Jen’s left foot
Micah’s transition home for 6 weeks then back to VidaNet
Our van’s oil leak to be completely resolved
Relational unrest among the family that we live in the middle of (our landlords)
To be bold in our invitation to entrance by association!

Hugs we were anxiously anticipating! 
and more ... 
and more ...
and still more ...
Translating for an outreach pastor ...
His Spanish has far surpassed mine!
Caribbean night ... 
... definitely the highlight theme night
Joseph relaxing with 'old friends' ... 
"Life is good"
Making space for the youngins'
Vacation day with Ellie ...
a much needed break from the busy routine!
Trying out his wedding attire! 
These two go together like Ketchup and Mayo
on a Latino table! 
Beloved kitchen crew ... 
... and sometimes that crew needs a break from the kitchen! 
A celebratory set up for a relaxing evening ... 
they made dinner, and showered me with love!
Most amazing gift ever ... Hoover Family Coat of Arms!
Designed by someone who knows us ... 
Each symbol depicting the name Father calls us!
 

Keep calm, it's only a number, right?!

Psalm 116: 7
Be at rest once more, O my soul, for the Lord has been good to you.  











































 

Wednesday, June 8, 2022

Lingering

Sunday Sabbath, my favorite days ...
Today is a dishes will wait kind of day.  It's a favorite pair of jeans with the coziest sweatshirt I own kind of day.  It could essentially be a no makeup kind of day, but my worldly self insisted on its masking.  Yesterday I lingered on the rocking chairs with a 'daughter' and another cup of coffee.  Today I lingered on the back porch talking to my plants, giving them fresh water and a bit more dirt.  As I lingered under the warm shower, I sensed ... it's a lingering kind of day.  Lingering: caught up in the moment, not having an agenda, just being present.

We're sending our first VM teams home and welcoming the second week of teams (132 people) next week.  In some respects, today feels like the eye of the storm, the calm after the flood and before the earth is repopulated, the pause at the end of a full of life school year and before summers activities consume us, the end of Holy Week in CR when everything shuts down, its half time, if you will or a timeout, time to regroup, pause and refocus on our strategy … Today I'm lingering in His presence ... and it's SO good!

I'm lingering on being poor in spirit from our boy's morning devotions ... it's an acknowledgement that my need of Him is SO great, not just in the busy, full of life times, but also in the pause of the in between times.   It's in the lingering that He speaks so that when I'm going ... Isaiah 33:6 He will be a sure foundation for my times, a rich store of salvation and wisdom and knowledge.  The fear of the Lord, (acknowledging my deep need of His Majesty and lingering in His Presence) is the key to this treasure. 

It's in the lingering, that my humanness - fear of man, seeking man's approval, wanting to be affirmed for what I do - dissipates.  It's in the lingering that mountains are moved.  Lingering is not coming with MY agenda on how to move said mountains, it's a knowing that He is enough for me.  Not by any effort of my prayers or faith, but because He desires that I sit at His feet and be in His presence, resting and trusting.  It really is the simplicity of seeking Jesus first.  It's unfortunate my physical body can't linger all the time, that would be heaven, right?!  

I'm lingering on the song by Kari Jobe, The More I Seek You  ... "The more I seek You, the more I find You, and the more I find You, the more I love You ... I want to sit at Your feet, drink from the cup in Your hand. lay back against You and breathe, feel Your heartbeat, this love is so deep, it's more than I can stand, I melt in Your peace, it's overwhelming!" 

Linger in the aisles of the grocery store or while cleaning the house.  Linger as you walk the halls of school or drive to work.  Linger as you wipe counters and little butts.  Linger while cutting grass or hammering nails.  Linger before sleep or in the middle of the night.  Linger as you drink coffee on the porch or as you do dishes (uggg, I had blissfully forgotten about them). The point is ... 

Let His presence captivate you as He invites you to linger. 

Life on the Mountain
We are officially a household of 4!  Micah is living at Casa VidaNet and has co-led his first Vida Missions team with more opportunities to lead this summer.  Joseph has transitioned to life in PA working fulltime and driving solo in his car!  Jedidiah has left us awestruck that he is playing songs on 'Micah's' saxophone in less than a week, thanks YouTube (and God for this gift)!  Adam has started freely worshiping and loves to stand next to Mama belting out the songs!  Birthdays in community is a constant celebration ...  Staff outing to the theme park ... Lots of 'lasts' and 'firsts' for Joseph ... After 10 days of intense preparation, we dipped our toes in the sweetness of hosting VM teams ... We are so grateful for the presence and strength of our students leading these teams ... oh how we have missed the life and energy from these teams! ... Normal life continues, sickness has racked our staffs energy but not their joy for serving, intentional discipleship is a daily gift, and rainy season has been refreshing and cold! 

Praises
Joseph's transition to the States
Sound sleep at the end of FULL days
God's grace in discipleship
Youthful hearts that desire to hear from God
Full of life days
God's presence that leads us 24x7

Prayers
Health and strength for upcoming teams
Protection against covid for staff and these teams
Sad hearts as we miss our older boys presence at home
To be a light in our community
Wisdom on when to rest and when to serve
To hear His invitation to linger



Sabbath lingering ... "Didn't we already go on this trail?"

It wouldn't be his birthday without sticky buns!

The boys think I should market it! 
"Better than Chick-fil-A sauce"

One last pic for my Mamas heart ...
Victorious Leader and Strong Tower are off to face the world with Jesus!

How many times can one ride the bumper cars?
Never enough times ...

Costa Rica's beauty ...

Sometimes you use a ladder ...

And sometimes you don't! 
Trust building exercise among teammates!

Sometimes it's just about showing your muscles ... 

He was dreaming of this day! 

A gift from Father ... 
Cease your striving and searching and see what I will do!

Representing the Caribbean coast ... 
Not a likely representation!

Kitchen crew of kindred spirits ...
Work is more fun with friends!

Youth group prayer of blessing as we send them off ...
Teaching brothers without sisters about life with sisters!
What do you mean you didn't learn about this before? ...
One more hug ...
 Lingering ...
Isaiah 33:6 He will be a sure foundation for my times, a rich store of salvation and wisdom and knowledge.  
The fear of the Lord, is the key to this treasure. 

Tuesday, April 5, 2022

Context Matters

Mama's heart is full! 

 "Do we need to rent a mixer?"  It was a simple question, really.  Asked in the presence of 3 individuals who processed said question very differently.  "Why do we need a kitchen mixer, does ours not work?" ... "Where are we going to be mixing such a large quantity of cement that we need a mixer instead of doing it by hand?" ... "With groups coming and needing a sound system, does our mixer work or will we need to rent one?"  After a second scenario presented itself yesterday, my attention was captivated for the better part of the morning pondering how context matters.  

Taking the boys to school, a neighbor asked us to 'give him space so the plataforma could leave his driveway'.  We couldn't see said plataforma and were confused.  One's thought went to a school plataforma which contains learning material for our boys. Another's thoughts went to the bank, and the question if they are in the line for the plataforma or the caja (I'll save this translation for another day!).  As we sat pondering what his intent was for asking said question, a plataforma (flatbed or platform tow truck) was backing out of his driveway!  And so you see ... Context matters! 

Father has called us to GO and make disciples.  Out of context that 'go' causes my mind to be in movement.  Go, per the worlds standards involves, scheduling that next meeting, planning the next big event, who should I be mentoring, wondering if I am adequate for said command, where will I be most useful, will my gifts/talents be useful, who needs to know Jesus today ... While these may all be with good intentions, what I've been pondering is this ... "What does it look like to put that 'Go' into context?" 

Without regard to context, Go is like spinning ones wheels in the mud or driving through a downpour with ill working wipers. In context, Go starts with the stillness of soul, seeking Him in the stillness of my hiding place.  Go starts with being filled with Father's Presence so that HE radiates through gifts and talents, not me; HE makes me adequate, not my abilities or words; HE speaks to my heart who needs discipled, not me seeking out of necessity; HE leads our future plans, not my anxious thoughts.  In context, Go starts with being settled in the sweet spot of my soul where love is love, truth is truth and peace is peace.  A place where I don't need to wonder if He loves me, if what He says is true or explain the peace that is present.  To Go and make disciples, I need to first Be discipled.  The context of Go matters. Would you care to join me in putting the Go into context?  

Relish the beauty of your hiding place ...  
Breath deep the simplicity of His presence ...
Know when to Go. 

Life on the Mountain
We've hosted teams and sent teams out, tore down and built up, scraped, repainted and redesigned, cared for the sick and remained healthy, recalculated numbers and witnessed God's faithfulness, started a new school year and finished one, spent a week celebrating 20 years of Us, walked through trials and learned the depth of grace, said joyful hellos and tearful goodbyes, the call to Go has been relentless, only sustainable by keeping it in context! 

Praises
Weekly 1 on 1 connections with various staff
Joseph has full time summer work and was accepted at Thaddeus Stevens College
Physical health, spiritual growth and emotional peace
Micah's heart towards God and the community in Siquirres
Friends and connections for the boys
My residency card processed
We received CR our drivers license 
Peace to our living environment due to peace in our neighbors families
Teams that have come and blessed our lives and casa VidaNet in abundance
God's wisdom, peace and grace through tough situations
Each of you that He has called to walk alongside us! 

Prayers
Trustworthy friends who affirm and support Jedidiah
Communication in our marriage
To know the true joy of the Lord as our strength
To hear His voice and know 'this is the way, walk in it'
Launching Joseph from our home
Adam processing Joseph's anticipated departure (he absolutely adores Joseph as a faithful playmate!)
Micah's anticipated return to our family in August and his future plans
To keep the Go in context

    Picture overload ... so much life to share! 

El Nido blessing! 

They came, they worked, they blessed and our hearts are full of life! 

Lancaster Co. delicacies ...
Friends first, lawyers second ...
Thank you from the depths of our hearts!
 

Built to fly ... waiting for a non-windy mountain top sort of day! 

Celebrating 20 years of us ...
So many to thank for this gift,
Feeling deeply grateful for each of you!
 

While we celebrated Us ...
These dear ones celebrated our boys! 
Newest playmate ... 
No, we didn't ...
New neighbors are great!

Mighty men in braids! 

No, Mom is not shrinking yet ...
This one is growing in wisdom and stature ...
Shorter than Mom last December! 

Sharing two blessed weeks of life with this crew (and below) ... 
Our hearts are fuller because of them! 



Before ...

During ...

After ...

Which one of these is not like the other ones? ...
Context matters ... the girls love his hair!
 

And that's a wrap for 11th grade! ...
Finished home school high school ...
Thaddeus Stevens College, here he comes! 
Chocolate Snickers, chocolate Oreo, yes please!

My sentiments exactly! 

Bringing life and energy to Casa Vidanet! 

Sunday sabbath with friends ...

Caption that ...
She's got a Tica purse ...
He's young and free ...
Makes my heart happy ...

Isaiah 30:15
In quietness (being with Me) and confident trust (believing I will supply as you go),
this is your strength.