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Sunday, March 28, 2021

Washing Machine Whirl

Listening to His melody ... 
In that one, amazing moment of complete silence, I became keenly aware of all the noise around me. One doesn't have to be skilled in rocket science to know the truth of that statement.  The constant buzz, humm, whirl, chirp, chatter, breeze, drip, drop and dog are so ... well, constant.  So constant in fact that I don't even realize the barrier it builds to truly hearing.  This whirl (white noise) fills our lives every single moment and we are accustomed to living with it.  And, not until the electric goes out and I have that one, amazing moment do I truly realize, I'm not hearing.  

The same holds true to That relationship, The One that really matters.  The constant weight, burden, fear, uncertainty, anxiety (a.k.a. whirl) creates a barrier to truly hearing the heart beat of my being ... Father's sweet voice.  I know He desires to quiet me with His love, to rejoice over me with singing.  However, the struggle to truly hear His melody through the constant aforementioned physical or spiritual whirl, leaves me throwing my hands up in surrender ... sweet Jesus! 

My hiding place ... I usually walk hand in hand with Jesus, surrounded by wild flowers, the sun is just perfect and the breeze an even more saintly accompaniment.  Today, as my hiding place invites my blank stared presence, as I numbly try to listen, the whirl is present, the worship has started.  My minds eye pictures it differently today ... He is carrying me.  I cling to His neck, the tears flow both physically and spiritually, and the sweetest melody starts to pour over me ... His melody.  The anointed plucking of ... a banjo.  I know right, couldn't He use a more soothing instrument or melodic voice?  The truth of the matter is, my weary soul was longing for His sweet presence and as the tears flowed ruining my makeup ... His anointing love, through a banjo, flowed over me. 

The constant whirl makes it challenging to hear my next thought.  However, He promises, "Come to me all who are weary and burdened and I will give you rest!"  He may have used the pause in our electric to get my attention.  However, He doesn't say get away from the whirl, He simply says, "Come".  And when my soul obeys in spite of the whirl ... there is an inexplicable stillness, a breathless silence, the whirl fades and He speaks.  "What whirl is silencing the sound of His sweet melody for you?"  

He carries me ... He sings over me ... He uses the whirl  

Life on the Mountain
These weeks feel surmised by late night meetings and early morning awakenings from our youngest mighty man; A beautiful mountain to hike and friends to hike it with;  The directors house was cleaned by a host of angels from Oregon and CR;  Enjoying ice cream and laughter with these angels;  A successful week of exams for J & A;  Grading 4 months worth of 10th grade;  Afternoon rains, clear nights, stargazing;  Listening to a sisters heart and sharing mine;  Joseph working diligently to finish his year before Micah returns;  Birthday pool party, Haircuts and meatball subs were huge highlights of our week;  And ... trying to listen in spite of the whirl. 

Praises
Angels who clean, organize and reconfigure furniture 
Land borders open, this makes for easier travel
Dr Carla's care of Adam and free medicine
Camaraderie in our leadership team, sharing the load
Friends who listen again and again
He speaks to our heart and sings over our weary soul
Those coming 

Prayers
Those traveling
Healing for our family, colds, ear infections, allergic reactions
Our physical, emotional and mental health ... ask Father for specifics : ) 
Wisdom and direction for Vida Missions Teams
Transition with our new directors
Father's call to Vida220
"Let me see redemption win, Let me know the struggle ends ..."
To hear His melody in the midst of the whirl. 


Slow and steady ... buckle up boys! 

He couldn't wait for spring like weather! 

Angels from Oregon

PVM floats to celebrate a days work

Three historical icons ...
Jesse James, Albert Einstein, Christopher Columbus ... 
Make your Mamas proud boys! 

The 3rd cross ... a view worth hiking for! 

Feeling safe at home! 

"I'm running away" ... 
At least he remembered his deodorant and kitty!
  

Sunday morning smiles and eggs ... 

"You can feel secure even in the midst of cataclysmic changes,
through your awareness of MY continual presence."
(Sarah Young, Jesus Calling)




Tuesday, March 9, 2021

Nestled

Breath of life ... Nestled
We are in the midst of a torment.  Physically, the wind is literally swirling with seeming gale force strength, threatening to topple even the tallest tree with deep roots.  I've even questioned how our tin roofs can possibly remain attached.  Emotionally, the toll of this torment has ravaged us to the depths of our soul, threatening (albeit not succeeding) to strip away our peace as the tin on our roofs, attempting to upend our banqueting table with its feast of promises that He has nourished us with since long past.  Spiritually, the gale force winds have thrown their heart and soul into taking our eyes off the Maker of these winds.  The lies pelt like rain, "where is the hope for tomorrow ... I'm not sure it really will be ok ... YOU have seriously called us here for this?"  

I've come to this hiding place feeling bashed, battered and blubbering.  He tenderly wipes my tear stained cheek, tips my chin toward Him, I'm pretty sure there was an eye roll on His part as once again ... He's asked me to choose trust.  To choose, "the firm belief in the reliability, truth, ability, or strength of someone or something" ... specifically Him.  

In my minds eye, I stand on the precipice of this cliff, arms spread wide, the sun on my face. In reality, I'm tucked in the yellow corner of my hiding place as the winds whip around me.  I'm safe.  I'm nestled against, I'm rooting deep, I'm feasting on and ... trying to choose trust.  The peace that ensues is the cushion of calm at the center of my being, that place I've nestle into that enables me laugh in the face of my tormentor.  Yes, there is bright hope for tomorrow. Yes, it really will be ok.  Yes, He has called us here for this ... 

1Chronicles 16:11 
"Look to the Lord and His strength; seek His face always."  Not just when the storm rages, it's a daily resting in His radiant presence.    

The peace of the hiding place ... The storm rages ... The choice to trust.

Life on the Mountain ...
School is currently 2/3 at school and 1/3 zoom at home.  Last night's sentiment is felt by all, "I can't believe I'm saying this, but I actually look forward to going to school tomorrow!"  AMEN son! The fact there are 4 new girls in his class might be of slight significance! ... Cleaning out and preparing a house for our new directors ... Sunday's sabbath rest ... Heart felt conversations with staff ... breathing in the sweetness of sharing life briefly with El Nido Mama's (Covid protocol slightly enforced, hugs permitted, snuggles welcomed) ... The boldness to investigate new possibilities for banking ... Hand shaken, homemade ice cream ... Video calls with Micah ... Sharing the culture of Costa Rica with his school class ... Dreaming with our boys about their futures ... and ... Choosing to walk forward in trust when the temptation to curl up and cry feels more inviting.  

Praise
Physical protection, health and strength
Mental fortitude - we know where it comes from!
Hearts willing to open up and share their pain
Restructured family devotions
Friends near and far who desire life for us
Sharing life with the Ebersols, a highlight for all
Grief is a journey, it comes in parts not all at once
Those moments when His spirit floods mine and a song comes forth
Peace as we trust

Prayer 
The Transition - there's a huge weight in those words
To find the missing pouch
Nofzigers as they come to VN to learn, love and lead
Peace in Joseph's heart, for future plans, for hope
Miracles of healing for Richie, Johnny, Nathan
Restful sleep, healthy bodies and peace over our minds
God's increase over Vida Missions teams and Vida220 students
To choose trust
Putting his energy to good use!


Trying his hand at homemade bread ... success!
Dig in ... delicious Cas mousse.
Then came, they played, they worked ...
Our lives are fuller because of their Love for Father ...
The spontaneity of their visit was a gift from Father.


A cherished visit with Dylan and Don Samuel ...
Plant sitting ... my heart is SO happy!
Yup ... it's dead. 
Really God, you don't need to keep
crossing my path to get over my fear!
 
Those we love to share life with ...
His good gifts to us!
While this laughter was happening ...
This was happening.
Here's to Us.
He calls me ... 
Feasting on this promise ... 

Exodus 33:14
My presence will go with you and I will give you rest.